While You’re Here
PRESENCE. PERMISSION. THE OCCASIONAL LOL.
by Natalie Lynn Nichols
I kept changing the wrong thing
On the restlessness that keeps coming back, deciding not to turn every hobby into a hustle, and finally returning to what makes my heart flutter—just because.
I read it five times
Thoughts on self-doubt, the things we want to believe but don’t, and learning to trust ourselves again.
You're allowed to put yourself on Do Not Disturb
Reflections on going scarce for a while, the guilt we feel, and where connection can still show up.
I did everything “right”
Thoughts on how doing everything right doesn’t guarantee anything, why we should focus on what we can actually control, and the importance of leaning into the unknown.
The paint’s still drying
Thoughts on showing people your untidy parts, why polished was never the point, and a quick refresher on why I'm doing this now—not later.
I stopped noticing the air
Thoughts on OCD, personal values, and how I'm finding my strength again.
She used to sing
Thoughts on Glen Hansard and the art that's still asking to be made. We've still got time.
Everyone else just saw you show up
Reflections on how being my own worst critic was hurting me, and the ways I'm working to shift my mindset.
The world is a lot right now
Thoughts on how our feelings aren't a distraction, but proof we're paying attention.
Nobody tells you about the withdrawal
Reflections on my ongoing practice of letting go of what hurts me and embracing what truly feels good instead.
Your stomach knew first
Thoughts on how finally following my intuition brought me greater peace and alignment with my true self.